I try to hide my broken heart from everyone because I don't want to seem weak and weepy all the time. I don't always succeed and that is when God reminds me of His scripture:
But He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weakness, so that Christ's power may rest on me." 2 Corinthians 12:9
I'm realizing it's okay to tell people that I'm hurting. It's okay to cry. It's okay to mourn our loss and our plans for their future. It's okay to be weak. It's during my weakness that God can really work. This is what it means to held by my Abba Father.
I don't know God's plan for us. I don't know if our dream of having our own children will ever be our reality. But I do know that whatever I face; whatever mountain gets in my way; whatever heartbreak hits me; that God is holding me and loving through every moment. <3
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